Warning; This article includes the truth and strong language. If you can handle it, keep reading. If you can't handle the truth, please go fuck yourself and live in your fantasy.

🐩 The Audiences: How dare you say this, Aam? I can't believe you sound so rude.

Me: Excuse me, bitch, I'm writing, not speaking.

OK, let’s get to this article that somehow I watch the YouTube video that I should introduce myself so here we go, You might have heard whispers, seen the headlines, or even caught some gossip about me, Aam Anusorn, the fearless filmmaker who’s been banned in the entertainment industry. But guess what? Do I care? Not one bit. I speak my mind, and I speak the truth. You don’t have to believe me, and guess what? , I don’t have to care. But respect? That’s a two-way street, and you better believe I’m going to give it to you, so I expect it in return.

Here’s the beautiful on my story.

I’m the CEO of COM•ME•TIVE By Aam, a company I’ve built from the ground up, specializing in movies and film series. We’re talking about some of the most genre-bending, heart-pounding, and thought-provoking content out there. Four movies, four series, all with my unique stamp of creativity and passion. Oh, and I’m a BL director. By the way, I don’t know what the fuck is BL anyway.

But let’s not sugarcoat it. Being banned in the industry has its perks. No, really. It means I’m not shackled by the same-old, same-old that everyone else has to toe the line for. I get to break the rules, push the boundaries, and create art that actually means something. And if that makes me controversial, then so be it.

In 2022, I was called the best BL selling director. In 2023, I was the Filmmaker of the Pride Month. I’ve been nominated twice for the Asian Contents Awards and received a nomination for Best TV Drama at the Asian Choice Award in 2023. Did you see all the awards I received? I was really proud, but guess what? Even though I’m the best BL selling director, I don’t have money in my bank account. I have zero. Sometimes I eat the water from the pipe. But who cares? I don’t care. I’m pretty sure I’m gonna die young, already prepare for it.

The platform executives, the ones who own my revenue share, get everything from me. So, does that hurt someone? None, no one help me. No one wanted to get involved of this the money shitty things. And I’m pretty sure some people will be jump out and be shocked by what I say, like, “How dare you speak your mind?”…. Somehow it remind me of the Taylor Swift song “look what you made me do” see the industry did to me at first, they don’t believe that I’m gonna make a TV series based on real life event but I did and it’s 15 fucking million views on YouTube. One thing I almost forgot to mention is Sexual harassment? It’s accepted in the industry, and I’m cool with it. I mean, I’m not cool with it, but at the beginning, I tried to speak out, I tried to be vocal about this, but it seems like people think it’s a normal thing. They like to say on my face that every industry face the same problems and I was kind of confused because if we face the same problem, then it’s really easy to fix right but go ahead, fuck yourself...

Do you believe that powerful people can do everything in this industry? The money smells so good, right? I love money too, and I love to be number one. I love competition, but if I lose, I’m going to be the one who stands up and gives the biggest applause to the winner. I am a very, very good winner and also a very, very good loser. So again, with the power people, I just want to tell you guys that I have been bullied a lot, but I’m not here to tell you that I’m a victim. I’m not a victim. I just believe people too easily. I’m naïve and stupid, and I’m cool with it. People aren’t perfect. Anyway, you’re not perfect either. I have to be strong somehow, fake it until you make it, but that’s OK! Right now, I’m being myself one hundred percent, and I’m so cool with it.

And I want to warn people in this industry—actors, fans, everyone! Be careful with those people who go to the temple pretending to be good. Those people are the scariest and ugliest in the whole world. You know what? They talk trash about others all the time. They’ve told me that some actors are prostitutes. They even leak the sex tapes of the actors. I was fully against that. I think it’s one of the reasons I got banned—stuff like that. Why do I need to know this information? What the fuck?

The reason why I didn’t play by the rules is because this is ugly and unacceptable. I have almost 300,000,000 views on YouTube alone. My work has been loved by fans, and many fans are the only people that I respect. Not just respect, but I live for them. I exist because of them. They are the best, and don’t mess with my fans because you might get slapped with a table or a chair. But I’m joking, I’m not going to do that.

Take a look at my works. You’re going to hate it or love it. Just leave a comment, especially if you hate it. Tell me why, so I can improve myself. And don’t comment asking what the title is. Did you see the title? It’s right there in the video! Right in front of your eyes. Jesus Christ, Mother front door.

Here’s a quick rundown of my works:

• “Till The World Ends” Film Series - 2023

• “Call It What You Want 2” Film Series - 2021

• “Call It What You Want” Film Series - 2021

• “BL Broken Fantasy” Documentary - 2020

• “Present Still Perfect” Feature Film - 2020/2017

• “2moons2” Film Series - 2019

My journey hasn’t been smooth sailing. Graduating in 2014, I plunged headfirst into this world of glitz and glamor, only to find out that it’s more about who you know than what you can do. But here’s the kicker: instead of playing by their rules, I made my own. And yeah, that ruffled a few feathers. Actually, a lot of feathers.

You can hate me all you want. You can criticize my work, my methods, my very existence in this industry. But remember, respect isn’t optional. I respect you. Whether you’re a fan or a critic, your opinion matters, but it doesn’t control me. It fuels me. It makes me strive to be better, to create more, to push even harder against the boundaries set by those too afraid to color outside the lines.

So, what do I believe? I believe in the power of storytelling. I believe in creating content that speaks to people, that makes them feel, think, and question. I believe in being unapologetically me, no matter what the industry says.

My films and series might not always be the most popular, but they’re real, raw, and full of passion. They’re about people, about life, about struggles and triumphs. And that’s what makes them unforgettable.

In the end, being banned is just another badge of honor. It’s proof that I’m doing something right, something different. So, to the critics, the haters, the naysayers—keep talking. I’ll keep creating. And together, we’ll keep shaking up this industry one controversial, boundary-breaking project at a time.

And remember, whether you love me or hate me, you’ll always know my name. Aam Anusorn, the filmmaker who just doesn’t care what you think—but demands your respect.